just back from my lunch..how's everyone monday? anyone having the blues? i am. the weather in SG these few days are terrible.super hazy.initially i thought it's my eyes *blur* but then i realise it's not when i read the papers. the haze is making me *cough cough* and i have to on the air con @ nite.

well finally i am doing something in the office again. yeap.i got new project liao. risk management analysis for this company listed on the SGX. Give you all a hint-> Flintstones. Anyway, the weekend was real boring..

Friday:
I finally got to watch "The Devil wears Prada" yeah finally managed to catch the show with Shireen. Darn funny sia..and alot of fashion. Chanel.Gucci. Prada. hiaks hiaks. k k..i am not so crazy over fashion. But well i wouldn't mind if i have a pair of Chanel boots.But But..then again..i don't need boots in this kind of weather in SG!!! Ok another news. We watched the show @ Cineleisure-9th flr. Didn't know there was cinema there. Damn! Me & Shireen like 2 country bumpkins..living on the mountain..after the show, we were just walking about Cine & i saw this "Juicy Couture" Bag which i kinda of like. But Shireen say.."you have so many of these kind of bags liao!" come to think of it, girls always have alot of bags one mah!

Saturday:
The cg wanted to go tree top walk but eventually we say go Botanic Gardens. But eventually this was cancelled. I had my Marie France Session. As usua;, the consultants tried to grab me into their room and sell their stuff to me again! yes i mean AGAIN!!!. abit sick of it..i told them i wasn't interested the other time.still trying to push me. Pls Pls..if i wanna buy package i will come approach you all so STOP pushing me.. after the session it was another boring day..life's getting slightly boring..haiz..everybody is busy..going out need to waste $$ again.so abit sian..

Sunday:
as usual late for church again. weather was so good slept until 10.30am. Mum was talking @ the top of her voice again. afraid that none of us can hear her. sometimes i wish she just soften her tone and don't wake all of us up! Cg has lunch @ this "Prime Cafe" @ Cuppage Plaza. Serving Indonesian food. I order Ikan PePes..conclusion-> don't ever order that. personally i don't quite like it.plus i didn't have salty egg. but the kind hearted Shireen offered me 1/2 of hers. aiyo so touched.. I repent lah.,next time i won't take yours liao!

Some reflections:
Actually when i see shireen & james, joel & jeremy, shufen & hanhui together. i really envy them. i wonder when is my "the right one" coming. Andrew say God is working etc..well i have to admit it sound cliche most of the times. It's the normal thing that everybody says. How i wish God can reveal to me who the person is..Many times i also wonder what if i am going to be single?? What am i going to do?? Why is it that i always go unnoticed?? haiz..but what can i do?? wait..wait.wait..wait until my hair turns white & all the wrinkles start to appear..Sometimes i would think girls @ 18..turn a flower..woman @ 30??withered flower. Most of my good friends are already married or in a stable relationship but me?? i also don't know how long i have to wait..*sobsob* At times when i tell Shireen, i feel she doesn't understand. I would say because she is already going into the next phase of life soon..and she is attached. She don't understand i wish to have a family of my own..while it's ok for her to be single..i am really tired of it. even when i tell her about someone, it's like kinda of negative answer like the person so far away. well if everyone is going to be so far away..then it means no hope liao..hopelesss..*sighs*