Diary~♥

home sweet home

Thursday, April 26, 2007 |9:58 PM

this blog is long overdue..been a few days i am home from Nantong. the trip was short. spend quite some time travelling. would say if work wise, it was so-so only not very fruitful. but things did get settled. don't wish to go back anytime this year liao.. this trip was fun coz i went with a siao char bor..yes miss penny zheng..it was fun. finally found someone who like to photo whore as much as me..or should i say as zi lian as me. don't say so much already. as usual photos...

with compliments of penny..yes she caught me dozing on the car

waking up from my nap..after my beauty sleepzz..

penny's monkey and my dog dog.2 good friends

on the way to shanghai.with little doggie.

my doggie..and this lock is how i identify my luggage..cute eh

our hotel rooms in shanghai.

shanghai "cte" damn jam..almost bumper to bumper..and this is our driver for this trip

me in front of times square..

2 pretty girls waiting to board plane..penny & moi!

the dog watching inflight entertainment!

it's me and doggy again! he loves the camera

sweet sweet..say cheese..me & penny

TURBULENCE!!!whaaa!! we are afraid!

ok these are most of the pictures taken during the 4 days. finally home and enjoying my bed..

here again- Nantong

Tuesday, April 24, 2007 |9:08 PM

yeah it's my 2nd day in china- nantong..i am back here..after 2 mths.was so tired of travelling ytd..ache all over..think i am aging..jialat..anyway arrived @ shanghai pudong airport @ 1.15 ytd. 1/2 before the arrival time...this time my luggage super small.and it's a simple black one..almost couldn't recognise it..if not for my unique lock..--yeah its a hello kitty lock! sorry no pictures leh..

finally after 2 mth not having my "man tou" i had 6 man tous today..think i going to be a big big man tou soon. hee...jialat leh......i love man tous..penny laugh @ me..she say force me to eat it everyday and see how i will feel...so mean ah....anyway.....its still kinda of cold today.. and i only brought 1 jacket to brave the wind..heroine...fingers freezing now..time to bathe and enjoy the water. bye!

I got it!!!

Thursday, April 19, 2007 |6:06 PM

got a piece of good news for everyone...i've got my COE!!! yeah yeah yeah..after 2 long months..4 long bids!! i've finally got it!!! told my SE i wanted the car on the 28 Apr..so that i can drive it liao..bought stuff for the car..hello kitty air freshner..kitty rear view mirror...yipee!!! number plate unknown yet...SGT 6xxx

anyway i will be flying off to china on monday...won't be back till thursday.hopefully will have time to update my blog..*muacks*

Anxious-ness

Sunday, April 08, 2007 |11:04 PM

i decided to blog this after reading someone else blog..the story was that i was reading on "multiply" this brother of mine from church who entitled his post as "hitched"! being the 38 me..as usual i went to read..the part that struck me was that he said he asked God. "when will it be his turn??" made me want to laugh..many times i ask God that too..after seeing many of my close friends settling down or getting hitched..but now..i seldom asked God liao..not because i give up on God for not answering me..but because somehow i know since i am not called to be single..so it will come..besides this..after all the lessons i also don't want to in another relationship that wasting all my time and energy..it real tiring..In fact, i think i seldom ask God this question because i think i've grown more in my relationship with HIM. To divert abit..just like my COE..after 3 bids i am still stuck no COE = no CAR..i don't deny my disappointment..my upsets..but i believe that i will eventually get it..people u know why?? because i know God will give it to me @ the right time..1 thing i know is that He will never be early..neither will He be late..He is a JIT (Just in time) God!

ok.back to my main topic..what i want to say is that my Lord is a JIT God! He knows exactly when it will be given to me. So right now, though i ask Him this question it won't be as often as last time.. i like times when i can get to be alone..i like times when i get to fly overseas for work without having to be thinking of someone SG. i like times when i can just settle my mind and study. I like times when i can just laze @ hm..Most importantly..i know that God is training me in my patience..one of the fruit of the spirit. Something for all of you..

Philippians 4:6
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God"

Soul Hunger

Saturday, April 07, 2007 |8:59 PM

today marks my last lesson for WD1..time flies..i will be heading on to WD2 next week..looking back i really got to thank GOd for providing me with the talent and finances and patience to last me through the times..times when i am down..and feeling outcast..=( WD2 will be focusing even more on the "Heart of God". Many at times i also want to know the Heart of God..what is God's heart for me leh?? today having lesson my instructor just said something-> "Kingdom of God." yes it's to build up the kingdom of God...

Many things happened this week..

1) i got my confirmation..yeah yeah !! praise God for it..seriously i've really been busy the past few months..plus the good thing is..my next salary review will be in june instead of Dec.

2) the project i'm working on..finally we had our first submission to SGX on wed..wat a relief i get to go back early now..

ok..back to my main topic..i was reading this article i picked up from the book " Our daily bread." and it struck me alot..

Blaise Pascal, the 17th century French mathematician and philosopher said, there's a God-shaped vacuum in every human heart.Centuries before Pascal, a man named AUgustine searched to fill the aching void in his own life. After he found what he had been mising, he wrote a prayer in which he said to God, " You have made us for Yourself, and our heart is restless until we find our rest in You" (Confessions).

Those twon thinkers have expressed what each one of us realizes in our quiet, reflective moments. Deep within us is a restless desire to know the One who made us. We want to discover the purpose He has for our existence in His vast universe. We long to find peace in a world that is being torn apart by feuding families, warring nations, militant religious groups, economic uncertainity, and self- destructive addictions.

At times we may try to suppress that longing. We may try to fill the emptiness with a busy life, community service, career pursuits, romantic relationships, or by trying to cover up the ache with drugs or alcohol. Even though we may try to suppress or deny that longing within us, it will surface again and again.

almost finished.

Sunday, April 01, 2007 |10:30 PM

its been a long 3 whole months or should i say slightly even more than that..ever since my project started in dec'06..i haven got enough time to take a good break and just relax...and sit down to study..but finally today i feel something off my shoulders =)..yeap finally the ipo i am doing..we are loding the prospectus tmw..yes tmw..to sgx @ 12 noon!!! YIPEE!!! it's been a long race..long..and enduring..frankly i am happy with my job..but very very tired...right not just want to s.l.a.c.k..and take a break..today is also the start of the 2nd quarter of 2007.time flies real fast..1 more week to the end of WD1.. and i will soon be embarking on WD2...it's been a real real long run for me....

had shepherding with shireen today..and i told her of my issue. told her i wanted her to help me find out if "the person" has someone in mind. seriously i didn't tell anyone of this person before..not many people know also. in fact ever since i step into church i always had a soft spot for this person.but never mention it before. because i dont' think he will ever like me..but yet i really do want to know if he has someone in mind..

just had an msn chat with "the person"..quite interesting coz seldom can chat with him for a long chat..coz i always no time to chat..now i can happily go zzz liao..nites