quarter life crisis
Monday, October 16, 2006 |8:49 PM
currently in my mid 20s..i feel like i am over the hill..it's just like a few years ago when i turn 18 then i turn 21..and now i am 25! 2007 is only 3 mths away.and when it hits 2007. i be 26..well @ this age..i face many issues..top of it would be 1) career ; 2) marriage
i've been working for around 4-5 years already. long eh? having done external audit vs internal audit. i would say life in external audit more *siong* but then more exciting. internal audit is boring. seriously i really not too sure which way i wanna go too haizz..was thinking commercial leh?? internal audit..but then i wouldn't have the kinda of freedom that i enjoy.going in to office @9+ and leaving early..how?? tmw got interview. external audit..if i am offered should i take?? i also not too sure...pray pray pray
next issue i face is marriage..many many friends around me settling down..makes me anxious.will i ever be left on the shelf? when will i ever get noticed? these issues are so real..duno if anyone experience all these also. seeing someone u like around yet can't do anything but wait..it gets upsetting many times. what can i do?? nothing..really nothing except pray pray pray...i remembered asking siew yee. " how do you pray for this area??" and siew yee said when you are desperate you will know how to..ya i understand what it means..i wonder when will God open the doors.What will i do if i dont' get married by 30?? leave for another country?? so avoid people around me..seriously i also duno..i wish to be forever young.
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