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decisions..

Friday, November 17, 2006 |1:09 AM

I've made an important decision. i've informed my mentor that i will tender within the next few days..this didn't come as a shocked..frankly after i made this decision. I felt a huge relief in my heart..basically now its a time of reflection of all the things that happened during my stay here and i will still be doing jobs and guess what..i've already prepared my farewell mails. =) damn fast right?? While i was reflecting..many thoughts came to my mind:

1) attitude - the way i handled everything showed that there was a change in my attitude towards matters and people. I used to be more emotional but this time everything i do is more rational. considering the pros and cons before i act. Not dwelling in negativity but having a positive outlook.. not gossiping, not getting angry and frustrated but having a gentle & quiet spirit.

2) relationship - as i mentioned relationships between humans are not always pretty. Some are unbelivably ugly. One of the greatest sacrifices of love is to pray for those who are unlovely and unloving...even those who have harmed us. it takes great courage but its the best thing that we can do. Love is caring about God's eternal relationship with others.

This is something which i want to mention..for those reading my blog out there and have tons of comments be it good or bad..actually i've seen and i'm able to track what have been said but i choose not to react with anger. Many things have been said but let me share this with you all..applying what i've learn from my trials and tribulations. I need not any of your praises..the one thing i need is validation from my Lord. That's the most important thing to me in my life. For those who are commenting why i am called princess let me kindly explain to you all..

"But you are not like that, for you are a chosen people. You are a kingdom of priests, God's holy nation, his very own possession. This is so you can show others the goodness of God, for he called you out of darkness into his wonderful light."

1 Peter 2:9

For those who do not know..as God's chosen people..i've been called a princess by the Lord himself already. I don't need any validation from any of you. Say what you like. Thanks..