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i miss him

Monday, November 13, 2006 |8:38 PM

yeap..i guess i will be missing him for the next 3 weeks @ least..he's going for reservist...initially he wanted to defer it.but i don't know what happen. =(.

step into office late this morning and was pleasantly surprised that he's in as well..(cause i thought he will be out @ tuas). finally lawrence is back..chatted with lawrence, ian and the rest..but i guess i was trying to ignore his presence. in fact i guess i was trying not to talk to him. (not that i don't like talking to him) it's just that i didn't want to initiate the chat. In fact, i've been praying that if God has him in mind for me.i would like him to be the one who initiates our conversation most of the time. (it's really a waiting period for me). God didn't say No, but neither did He say Yes..the answer was went hand in hand with my prayer for my job. Endure & Persevere.

While i was doing my stuff 1/2 way and listening to the songs on my mp3.He started to ask me " not going out today." yeap i was surprised and happy..=) *giggles* then we started to chat on msn..while i was teasing him that he's having a fun time of his life @ tuas..and i was telling him "shiok ah..3 whole weeks on leave. no need work." then he said " i'll be serving the nation for 3 whole weeks!" deep down while i was making fun of him, i knew i miss him..but yet i can't express it out..@ this moment can only cry out to God..that if he's meant to be the one,then let God open the doors bah..