
For some who have read my earlier posts. i guess people who knows me will know the situation i'm going through right now @ work. In fact, i've been praying about changing of jobs and where God wants me to be in life. I prayed for open doors.and on my part i sent resumes out..
Just had an interview with UOB bank and having another interview later... of coz i was happy that i'm receiving calls for interviews..deep down i know i am struggling..why do i say that??
Yesterday i went for my keyboard class.and i was speaking to my instructor..she knows of my situation because she was asking me about it the week before..so yesterday she asked me:
esther:"so how are things @ work??"
me:" eh..ok.slightly better..having interviews coming up."
esther:" oh..very happy for you..but do you feel the peace of God??"
me:" eh..hmzzz...."
Well, i guess esther is sent from God.."Do i feel the peace??" Seriously i don't..it's a struggle that nobody can see. What if after the interviews i am offered the jobs?? Right now, i don't feel the peace.i can honestly say that. God has been telling me "hang on..hang on..endure.." yet my rebellious nature tells me to "go ahead.."
God i need confirmation from You..one more time...make it clear.
