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Will there be open doors?

Tuesday, November 28, 2006 |12:46 AM

i was crying last night.coz i don't understand. I don't know if its a yes, no or wait. How i wish i knew but too bad i ain't God. I told wu puo i was sad..and wu puo reminded me of Romans 8:26-28. Many thoughts flood me..will God grant me the desires of my heart?? Last night, while praying i told God..i surrender. i don't want to struggle. whether its a yes, no or wait. till today i still don't know..i just ask for open doors

This morning..i went to the sinseh.thanks to an injured leg spent $20 argh..lucky the pain got better now. Headed back to office IT dept..my toot laptop went on strike yesterday. It didn't want me to work..Sabbath day..it wanted a rest also.guess who i saw sitting @ the IT counter..yes it's him. i also didn't know how to react. just said this:

"Hi, i thought you going to bangkok?"

He replied: "something wrong with my laptop. so re-schedule the flight. flying off @ 430pm."

then there was silence...i didn't know what to say..quickly repaired the laptop and went off without saying bye...sometimes i think, is God playing a joke on me?? why did He let me see him when i just prayed last night that i wanna surrender..