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reflections - jan'07

Wednesday, January 10, 2007 |11:55 PM

it's already mid jan.how time flies. half of the month has passed. remember the time when i was working hard during New Year..and now it's already mid jan...many things have happened in this time..while i am blogging now...my family is grieving over the demise of my grandma..though i am not that badly affected but my mum is..well coz my mum is very attached to her. suppose to fly off to shanghai today..but because of this..i have delayed my flight..so instead i'll be flying off on wed (17/1) instead. =) wanted to keep my mum accompany..well i know she isn't feeling too good..so dun wanna leave her alone..dad suggested that i stay too.. i hope after this trip i don't need to fly so often anymore..

jan'07 has been a tough month to begin with..well having to spend the New Year overseas was tough..initially thought it would be quite fun..but nono...i now appreciate the times i am @ hm..the home cooked food..my clean bed..and everything @ hm..

keyboard has started already. getting tougher but more and more interesting. Went to church last sunday and michael shared about this word - thankfulness.i was thinking and pondering..i have so many things to give thanks to God for..where should i start? In fact i thank God for giving me my parents..well they may be "lor soh" @ times...but i know they love me *sobsob* sometimes i really don't appreciate them..but then i think again and well if without them willing to invest the $$ to allow me to learn the piano when i was younger..it wouldn't be so easy for me to pick up keyboard..

to reflect back..i was a really hard to handle child..if i didn't remember wrongly i had 5 piano teachers..either i fired them or they gave up on me. then my parents had to sacrifice their time and send me for lessons to & fro. Another thanksgiving point is that my parents are willing to invest the $$ to send me overseas..when i calculate how much i spend..it came up to almost $150k..not joking..just 4 years..if they didn't send me overseas i wouldn't be where i am today and of coz i wouldn't know God if mum didn't bring me to church and send me to a christian school since kindergarten..Thank God for my parents =)