Diary~♥

Anxious-ness

Sunday, April 08, 2007 |11:04 PM

i decided to blog this after reading someone else blog..the story was that i was reading on "multiply" this brother of mine from church who entitled his post as "hitched"! being the 38 me..as usual i went to read..the part that struck me was that he said he asked God. "when will it be his turn??" made me want to laugh..many times i ask God that too..after seeing many of my close friends settling down or getting hitched..but now..i seldom asked God liao..not because i give up on God for not answering me..but because somehow i know since i am not called to be single..so it will come..besides this..after all the lessons i also don't want to in another relationship that wasting all my time and energy..it real tiring..In fact, i think i seldom ask God this question because i think i've grown more in my relationship with HIM. To divert abit..just like my COE..after 3 bids i am still stuck no COE = no CAR..i don't deny my disappointment..my upsets..but i believe that i will eventually get it..people u know why?? because i know God will give it to me @ the right time..1 thing i know is that He will never be early..neither will He be late..He is a JIT (Just in time) God!

ok.back to my main topic..what i want to say is that my Lord is a JIT God! He knows exactly when it will be given to me. So right now, though i ask Him this question it won't be as often as last time.. i like times when i can get to be alone..i like times when i get to fly overseas for work without having to be thinking of someone SG. i like times when i can just settle my mind and study. I like times when i can just laze @ hm..Most importantly..i know that God is training me in my patience..one of the fruit of the spirit. Something for all of you..

Philippians 4:6
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God"