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courage

Saturday, May 31, 2008 |2:37 AM

its 2 weeks since the breaking up. i've been trying to take it well. but i can't deny yes i still feel sad. y i title this entry as courage? today my brother, his gf and me wanted to watch the show "made of honour". our first choice was to watch it @ cineleisure because the show was @ 11pm. however, by the time we check online already no more tickets and because this show has been showing for some time already. i guess times aren't that "hot" anymore and there aren't any late shows. the only place that still had the show @ 11+pm was @ kallang leisurepark.

a little about the place - kallang leisure park. this is the place where i often come with mr thomas chew. in fact 2 times for show- 1) shutter and 2) street kings and we came around kallang for walks before. actually i know somehow he likes this place and frequents it often. it was really a struggle to come here to watch the show because...1) i was afraid that i will see him and 2) it brings back memories of him. every corner of it brings back memories of him. even @ the car park. it really took me loads of courage to step into the place and walk in the mall as a single without him being around.

well we do have memories like the drinking of coke zero. he was the one who introduced me to the drink but ever since the break up..i have never drank it anymore. not that i don't like it just that i don't want to drink and think about things. i hope 1 day it will come the day where i will have this drink - coke zero without having the feeling of sadness anymore..