praying for someone..
Sunday, June 22, 2008 |10:57 PM
its been more than a month since the break up and i'm getting better. i would say on the road of recovery. yesterday while msn-ing with joel i told her pls dun misunderstand that i have totally gotten over him. nope i have not.and i won't be able to do it in a month. but i more of have chosen to get on with my life and try not to dwell in it though there are times i still miss him. another thing i shared with joel about 2 weeks ago is..i started to pray for him. i guess some people would think i am crazy but i pray for him to know God.
in fact after being with him for 2 years i realise he is not someone who has experience true love. maybe he is too into himself..i don'tknow.. but i felt that even love in the family he also never experience.it seems like there is something broken in him and he is using getting away and being busy to numb the kind of emptiness. so i pray that one day he will get to experience the kind of true love. love within the family.
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