Diary~♥

being thankful

Tuesday, August 19, 2008 |11:34 AM

this post is a thanksgiving post quite a controversy from my previous post of anger and complain. i really want to thank God for putting so many sisters into my cg and also for the sister in my cg thanks to them..

i remembered about 1 year ago..i told shireen (my then shepherd) then i really would like to get out of the cg..because there ain't any sisters in the cg and i felt really lonely. there was only her, jarain and me. Shireen was preparing for her wedding last year and she don't really have time for me. while for jarain she is always going for trips/marathons and busy with her life.i felt that i had no sisters to talk to and i hated going for cg. i really hated it..then when jeremy became a cg leader i moved with him. things didn't take a turn for the better. the new cg only jasmine, ks , lihong and me..but ks wouldn't be long because she going to be a tent maker..so leaving jasmine, lihong and me...well i ain't close to lihong and thus its between jasmine and me..but jasmine is so quiet and she is so stay home...so can rarely engage her in any activities...i felt real depressed and must say i hated going for cg because the whole cg felt very "cold"...the thought of even changing church came to my mind..but for some reason..i stayed on in this church..

perhaps God saw that perserverance and He blessed me...late last year, early this year...He gave me loads of sisters in the CG..and i would say sisters that are firm and strong in their word of God. First came our dear joel and Lady Diana, then Lady brought Frieska and Yuli..and subsequently came Sophie. These sisters now bring not only laughter into the cg but they also encourage me alot.