aint' recovered from my previous mood...this month has been a down down month..i hope it will not continue like this..many unhappy news @ the beginning of the month and had a conflict with a brother in church today. really didn't want to go for the district missions night because will have to see him but then again i went. have to be reminded that what's the purpose of going??? anyway work also have not been smooth sailing. loads of inefficiency..basically i think its like that working for "government" organisation. well just to hand over a cheque book i have to prepare standard forms and change the format of it so many times go in go out of the cfo office like 5 times to amend, to bold the table, to format the table...etc..sometimes i really feel so not productive!!!!!! if in audit, this were to happen how to charge time sheet..jialat..thinking ahead i am kind of afraid that if i go on like that one day just one fine day..i be like that also!!

anyway the past week i got new "pet" for myself...its the last addition i think i'll make to my kitty cat car.. well because i think if i were to sell next time it would be tough coz "不舍得"