guess after reading this post it would surprise some but i must get it out. just last week as usual i took the same feeder bus out of my house to Buona Vista MRT. can't remember the actualy day either Wed/Thurs. After alighting @ the bus stop, this guy who's taking the same bus as me came up to me and the conversation was as such:
him:" today the bus is late."
me:" look @ my watch...no ah where got late? usual what"
him:" i haven't seen you around for quite a while."
me:"eh..i never see you before leh."
then he started to say i have nice matching of clothes and asked me what i am working as..and on the mrt before i alighted he asked if i use MSN. Well for a girl like me, living in the modern times of coz i use and i just verbally told him my msn. As i got back home that night, he really added me. whahaha...best right? if it was me when i ask someone for their msn unless it is pen down else i will forget.
then this guy ask what i like to do and what i usually do on weekends. Subsequently on friday he actually asked me out for a show but i was really too tired and besides i had CG that day. Well he still asked me out and finally i had dinner with him one day. I must say he is very gentleman but kinda of eligible but then there are things i realise about myself..
a few weeks ago, i was telling joel and jeremy sometimes i feel very upset because how come nobody date me wor? am i so unwanted? then i felt very depressed and wondered what's wrong with me??? Then there was this shepherding session with joel and she told me that i have to realise that God is my greatest lover (eh..something along this line..can't remember the exact phase) it sounds kinda of mushy and i really couldn't comprehend what it really meant @ that point.
HUH?? GOD IS MY GREATEST LOVER????
but as i am writing this post i felt the encounter with the guy is God sent. As i mentioned earlier, just a couple of weeks ago i was upset over the fact why nobody dates me..and pondering why am i so unwanted. Then came someone who wanted to date me yet i wasn't really that interested given his eligible status. I must admit i still do desire to get married in time to come but i also come to realise that getting attached @ this point isn't what i really want @ the moment. Of course i won't mind getting to know more people but i know i have so many things i want to be focus on @ this time like settling down in my job and contributing more in the cg. The encounter with the guy, conversations i had with him, also made me realise what i really do want in a guy.
At this moment, i am slowly comprehending this phase "God is my greatest Lover."
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