courage to move on
Saturday, November 29, 2008 |11:36 PM
6 months ago i face a terrible breakup from this guy i have been with on and off for 2 years. throughout the 2 years with him it has always been filled with quarrels and distrust. what more can i add to this heartache. finally 6 months ago on 17 May 2008, i made the decision to end it. Those who know me well can remember how much i cried over it. Throughout these 6 months, there were many times i still think of the guy. Sometimes i wish he will change his character. He is someone i never fail to pray for on a daily basis. Each day i plead with my Lord that his character will be transform by God. I admitted the truth to joel yesterday during our shepherding that i really hope to see the guy redeemed so i pray for the person. But joel told me this:
"do you know prayer actually makes you closer to the person?"
ok. its not that i am not going to continue to pray for the person but i don't think i am going to pray for him on a daily basis anymore. although i still commit him to my Lord and i really hope there will be this day that the guy will know my God.
6 months have gone by and as 2008 comes to an end i also want this chapter with the guy to come to an end. Finally today i took the courage to throw away 2 things that was given to me by the guy so that i will no longer have any memory of him. Bye thomas..
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