heheh...after changing shepherd for close to 7-8 months..i finally found time to meet up with my previous shepherd..it was short..but i really miss the times i meet her on a weekly basis. the barrier of the so-called "shepherd and sheep" is gone. so now we talk more like friends. we were asking about each other lives..and i think i really want to touch on one thing in this post. she asked me this question:

her: " how is your unit?"

me:" my unit?? eh..like that loh..my unit is = my cg. yes practically its my cg"

anybody can guess why that reaction? actually i can't help but admit yes i am disappointed and i feel envious. When i look at other people's unit, they also have new cg joining them and its @ the same time but yet they know each other even better. My unit? Even with new blood injected in the unit. my unit still feels very much like my unit = my cg. 1 cg is always MIA. while another cg is even when you see them and you know they are in the same unit, its as if they are STRANGERS. i am wondering, is a unit suppose to be like that?? Only for quantity to make up the numbers? In fact i have a few events which i can quote.

1 practical example is the game 食字路口 we played on the eve of new year. Its suppose to be a so-called unit event. But guess what. The grouping is kinda of cannot understand. We are grouped with our own CG people. In my mind i was like " huh..if we are to be grouped with our CG people, then might as well individual cg have their own event? why have a unit event then?"

Another thing my old shepherd told me was this sister of mine is attached. When i heard it, initially i was abit upset because it means they chances of her coming back to church is decreasing. Yet at the same time, i am happy for her. Mixed feelings. Happy because at least finally she is attached. I was thinking is it desperation that drove her? hmzz don't know man! But i can feel for her..being @ her age and she never even "pak tor" before, its quite "ke lian". So good for her lah. :)

Yeah yeah!! its about 2 more weeks to Chinese New Year. Not sure if i can celebrate this year because my yeye just passed away like late last year. I love CNY because my extended family will get together and there are plenty of happenings plus i'll get to have steamboat (my favourite eh!). But but..i don't like CNY because year after year my relatives are asking me when will i bring someone. Look..not that i don't want to but there are nobody in sight! All around me most all CMI (can't make it). Even my brother also ask lo.." what about your church guys?" and my plain answer " most can't make it." actually my heart is --> not only can't make it +don't even know them well + the interaction is minimal. Well thanks to CNY, i decided to pack my room a bit. Oh well, the first things i cleared --> my perfumes. I have plenty of them. Empty bottles lying around. Show case abit.

*Beware* The pictures i show are only 1/4 of my perfume collection:

Delicious - DKNY

Dior perfumes are just fantastic + bottle design nice. Miss Dior Cherie