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church camp 2009 - heroes

Monday, June 15, 2009 |5:47 PM

Church camp 2009 has come and go in a glance. In fact, this year church camp is the best i have after being in hope for so many years - reason was simply because i really felt in the depth of my heart that i met God. Church camp 2009 started in fact on 1 June 2009 for me. During the last DMM (David's mighty men), we set our camp objectives and also agreed to pray and fast ( a meal for the day). Reason: all of us desperately wanted to hear from God. I set my objective as well and went on a prayer and fating for 10 days (1 meal per day). Instead of only praying for myself, i prayed for everyone as well and i am glad all of us have a breakthrough in one way or another.

This year church camp was quite different from previous years. First, i slept with someone from my unit but not close to me @ all. Thank God for it because i really got to know this sister much better. :). Another reason for a fantastic church camp was because i got out of my comfort zone. For those who know me well enough, i always felt i am a terrible speaker when i speak in groups. I think i can't do sharing and worst of all i really hate praying in a big group because of my own insecurity. I used to always think i can't pray well. But this year, jeremy made adrian, ledy and myself lead each day's devotion. Mine was on day 2 and i am so glad i managed to overcome and do it!! YEAH!!! Frankly, the night before and on that morning, i thought of every plan and strategy to cut down my sharing time. i thought."hmzz maybe i can purposely go up later, then sharing shorter?? or will anyone be late? then sharing shorter liao.." well its a thought but i didn't happen. I was on time so was the rest and you all know the story liao..

Another reason that church camp 2009 was wonderful was also because God spoke to me loud and clear in what i wanted to know. But the best of the whole church camp is this..on the very last night, during ministering time, Pastor Simon Eng talked about resolving conflict with someone in church. Immediately, i knew that was for me..that time i wanted to look for the brother to resolve it but i couldn't find him..but today.. i dropped him an sms and resolved it..Praise God for it!!