~Phew~ in a few hours time. February is approaching. Was sending a friend back on Friday night and during our conversation, he asked how am I. At that very moment, I couldn't really say how I was. There wasn't a word which I could use to describe how was Jan 2010 like to me. The only thing I can say is I enjoy talking to this friend because this person has a very encouraging spirit so when he dropped off i somehow heard him say this "I believe God/your relationship is stronger/bigger than the problem." So, while I was driving home alone after dropping him off, I was trying to use a word that I can describe how January was to me and what have I learnt in this month. Finally, I thought of this word "Turbulent". Yes, indeed, January is a turbulent month with many happenings.

It kicked off with the 1st day of Jan which I was super offended by some people by certain things that were put through to me. I guess never have I really thought of leaving somewhere until this very moment. All odds told me that "Yes just go." At a time when I was really emotional, my feelings were "leave". Naturally, leaving was the easiest way out. But thankfully, I have a leader who cares enough for me to spend hours with me and we also discover something which I shan't blog it here. I guess I have alot to learn from this incident and the parties involved as well. But I thought of something..It seems like not too long ago, I asked God this question->" What are the things that really can make me very angry?" Dangerous question.

Another was my budget, you all have read enough of it so I shan't go on and on. I am so glad Feb is here cause its an END to this torture!!!

On 27 Jan 2010, I received a bad news while knocking off from work. My dad told me my dog passed away. This news didn't make my Jan 2010 any better. I really miss him. Its been 4 days since he's gone. The house atmosphere is just weird with no bruce to chase me around for food. No danger of stepping on his pee. No whining and barking that wakes everyone of us up on Sunday mornings. I am still adapting to life without him and I guess all of us at home are still trying to do so.

The house has been undergoing renovation since Dec and I posted pictures of my wardrobe and study table. To add on to it, there were additional stuff that were subsequently included in the renovation. My mum decided to change all our doors and also 1 of the wall in my room will be repainted. Surprisingly...I didn't choose pink as the color. In fact, purple is my choice. To add on, my brother was complaining that he wants to change the aircon in his room because its very noisy. I guess I am the beneficiary of this whole deal of changing air con because his room and my room shares 1 compressor. Hiaks hiaks. To add on to our additional request, we both had a TV Console done up. :) and here it is...